Tuesday, June 21

Jun. 21 Tues.
“Sa umaga sa gabi sa
Bawat minutong lumilipas -
Hinahanap-hanap kita,
Hinahanap-hanap kita..
Sa isip at panaginip
Bawat pagpihit ng tadhana -
Hinahanap-hanap kita,
Hinahanap-hanap kita..” –hinahanap-hanap kita

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The starting lyrics says it all.











Y’know, it just doesn’t feel right when I don’t get to talk to you..

I don’t want to be downright selfish demanding, I know how busy you are..at school, at home, and all the time in between.









I guess all I can do is hope you’re not angry with me..

Hope you’re doing okay, unhurt, and giving your best in all that you do.

[guys, please don’t lecture me about being a worrywart here, I know that already..and just so you know, I’m trying my damn best not to be.]


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I don’t want to say it anymore..

Coz I know you already know it. Baka mainis ka pa kasi parang sirang plaka na ako.

Don’t even know why I say it so much.. maybe coz somewhere in the back of my mind, I’m begging you to tell me everything..


adik ako sayo
gusto ko ikaw kayakap ko, hindi unan ko
umuuwi ako sa’yo, hindi sa bahay na to
gusto kong ibagsak UPCAT ko para sa USTe na lang ako
hindi na ‘ko mapakali
gusto kita’ng itakas sa school mo, pamilya mo, mundo mo
I don’t know shit, and I hate it
lagi ako nag-aalala, jologs noh?
ikaw ang dahlian kung bakit ako kumakain, ngumingiti, nangungulit
kumukulo dugo ko sa antics ng mga ex mo
ayoko’ng umiiyak ka
mas takot ako sa ending kaysa sa’yo
hindi ako martir, kasi..
I want to be your everything



Mahal kita..andito ako para sayo.

Be happy..

# posted by Celine at 21.6.05