Tuesday, January 18
Jan. 18 Tues.
“Kapit, nakakalula na -
Wala nang masabitan..
Lapit, nakapagtataka -
Wala nang makapitan..
...
Ako ay nahuhulog..
Ako ay nahuhulog..
Sa ‘yo..” –Nahuhulog
...
And Hope strikes again.
TONK!
That almost hurt.
Pero op cors..dalubhasa na ata ako, devah?
Yeah, I lav it.
Ang astig, noh?
Farang majeek! Yi-HES naman..salamangkeyra extraordinaire ba ito?
I can like make predict-predict the fyutyur.
Kung gusto kong makita nila ako, dun nila hindi ma-gets, chenes!
Oy pero, kung gusto ko naman magtago..dun nila ako ayaw tigilan! Ampota talaga, noh?
O, tapos pag gusto ko silang makausap..dun pa sila kailangan na umalis! Haay, ibang klase nga naman..nakakabitin!
Oy, marami pa yan, ha. Nakakaloka lang talaga mashado yung iba, eh, hahaha.
Ay nako, wag nyo na subukang intindihin. Ganto lang yan.
What I want, the opposite is given to me.
The more I want it, the more of the opposite is given.
Oh, deva may logic pa! Naka, I-career ko na kaya!
Please visit me after I end up in a mental hospital.
Tell me what happened, and how was your day.
Ditch the pills and needles..
The only thing I need is love.
...
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| What is your name? | celine. [marami pang iba.] |
| How old are you? | 16 [sometimes older, sometimes younger. depends on the occasion and time of day, haha] |
| When is your Birthday? | october 4 |
| What is your zodiac sign? | libra |
| Where were you born? | almost in an elevator |
| Where do you live now? | in a box of a house |
| What color eyes do you have? | dark brown |
| What color hair do you have? | black |
| How tall are you? | very. |
| How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) | 109 pounds. never changes. ever. and im no 'ladies'. |
| What is your race? | asian |
| What is your worst fear? | ...seeing other in the mirror |
| Do you smoke? | when i was younger |
| Do you drink? | i wish i could |
| Do you cuss? | a helluva lot |
| Do you use drugs? | use? nah. id rather deal em. *evil grin* joke. |
| Have you ever or will you ever steal? | been stealing since i was 5 |
| Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? | sure |
| Do you play in a band or play an instrument? | soon-to-be band: FUDGE. i play the recorder, guitar, erm...yun. |
| Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? | *grin* |
| If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? | hannibal lecter. no question, hands down. |
| Do you suffer from depression disorder? | suffer? i AM depression. |
| If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? | tortured for the ones i love |
| Have you ever tried to commit suicide? | every other day since i was 9 |
| Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? | myself. every other half hour |
| What subculture do you belong too? | too? haha, er...filipino? |
| Are you evil? | *blink* ask memnoch. |
| Do you believe that you can be possesed? | yes. |
| Are you a paranoid person? | sometimes |
| Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? | always. but i always get myself un-jelous, coz love isnt jelous. |
| Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? | yup. i pull my hairs when i'm stressed |
| Are you a violent person? | inside |
| Do you take your anger out on other people? | nope. just me. |
| Do you blame other people for your mistakes? | no. |
| What is your favorite game? | torture celine game |
| What is your favorite movie? | the ten commandments. [oo, jologs ako. pero paborito ko to since kabataan ko pa] |
| Who is your favorite band? | hmm...evanescence? |
| What is your favorite song? | iris |
| What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? | dark, demented, disturbing, classics, FHM, cosmopolitan, MAD...the works. |
| What is your favorite color? | black [but that's a shade, so its red] |
| What is your favorite food? | pizza |
| What is your favorite drink? | peach vodka. straight up. [peach vodka tastes awesome..one way or the other..*grin*] |
| Do you own a pari of converse? | whatsa converse? |
| Do you own a pair of dickies? | pair of WHAT? |
| Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? | myself, yeah sure why not. someone else? nah... [im not homicidal, im GENUCIDAL] |
| Are you a virgin? | erm... |
| Are you kinky? | uh..*loosens collar* |
| Do you like biting? | yeah. and drinking blood. |
| Do you masturbate? | *blink* no comment. |
| Do you watch pornography? | sure. its bonding for me and my bro. [we laugh at the hilarity of it all..] |
| Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? | nope |
| Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? | no way.... |
| Are you hyper active person? | sometimes [most of the time, i can hardly move] |
| Are you religious? | yeah. [too religious, according to others..] |
| Do you have any self inflicted scars? | lots. the biggest are the two on my left wrist in a T [im sorry im sorry...] |
| Does pain turn you on? | ..............yes. |
| Do you stand for originality and creativity? | yeah |
| Do you like meeting new people? | not very much. depends on who im meeting |
| What do you like most about life? | you get to love |
| What do you dislike most about life? | you dont always get loved back |
| Do you believe in love at first fright? | im....not...sure. i believe in taking a closer look. |
| Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? | for an earring, nope. but for other things....ehe. |
| Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? | hmmm..not really. dad makes sure of that |
| Do you own a car? | haha, i wish |
| Have you been to jail, yet? | no. not YET. |
| Are your clothes held together with safety pins? | er...no.... |
| Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? | from punk rock shows? nope. |
| Have you ever vomit while making out? | just the thought of making out makes me vomit. |
| Have you held a job for less than a day? | nope |
| Do you own more than two pair of jeans? | yeah. courtesy of my brother |
| Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? | erm....yeah i think. |
| Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? | almost. [for not going to sleep, and for falling in love] |
| Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? | nope |
| Does the world piss you off? | more than you can ever imagine. |