Wednesday, December 29
Dec. 29 Wed.
"Fear of rejection.
Kept my love inside..
But time is running out,
So damn my foolish pride.
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I don't care if you think im crazy,
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad..
I've got no fear of losing you..
You cant lose what you never had." -Cant Lose What You Never Had
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Hay, iba na to.
Ibaon nyo na ako sa impyerno.
Now na!
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*growls*
grabe..
isa akong dakilang duwag..
DUWAG!
Pero bakit?
Bakit??
So what kung pareho kaming naka-black, may silver pendants, at mahilig sa evanescence, linkin park, metallica, at slapshock?
So what kung pareho kaming freak sa mortal kombat, marvel versus capcom, at resident evil?
So what kung pareho kami mahilig sa goth, death, rock, at vampires?
So what kung pareho kaming tomadero?
SO WHAT KUNG PEREHO KAMING SADO-MASOCHIST?!
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Nanigas po ako.
Natameme.
Na-istar struck.
Ampota.
"May sasabihin sayo si Celine."
"Okay. Okay lang ba sayo na.."
"na..?"
"N-na..uh..er.. ganda ng necklace mo! San mo nabili yan?"
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Damn this.
I wish I was a guy.
I wish I never broke my 8-year old pact.
I wish I was still a friggin man-hater, dammit!
I dare not hope..
And yet..
And yet..
Maybe.
Maybe this time..
I'll ask him January 3.
*smiles*
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