Sunday, November 28
Nov. 28 Sun.
"Say a prayer for me,
I need a new life..
Im not blind coz I see the truth and the lies.
Heed my words, listen to advice..
You dont need to run away and take your life..
No, you cant live this way.
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Whatever you do, choose life..
The thoughts on your mind, choose life..
Wherever you go, choose life..
Choose life." -Soul Searching
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Will I find the answer in this pale vile vixen I hold between my fingers?
Or in this glass of bloodred kisses?
Or in these rapid strokes of nerve-frying pleasure?
Or in the papery taste of the miniscule round flattened piece of a man who died for me?
I knew I would find the answer in her..
But I already killed her.
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+Ivory Kiss+
by: Cursedchild
She stood before me, tempting me with her innocence..
The muse of my instant gratification.
I reach for her, caressing her slender form;
And pressing the pallor or her lips against my own;
I ignite her with a passion that sends both our bodies ablaze.
I suck her in -
The spicy sweet breath caressing the inside of my lungs..
She is mine.
But she leans forward,
Licking the inside of my throat with her rough tongue.
I choke and push her away,
But the taste of her bittersweet kiss still lingers on my mouth.
I stare at her with fear -
This muse turned beast with a single kiss..
I hate her now more than ever -
The fiery scarlet fire burning in her eyes..
The ebony-grey saliva dripping from her sneering burnt lips..
And yet I knew the truth.
She wasnt mine at all -
I was HERS.
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Why do I do it?
Simple.
For once, I wanted to be the one to hurt her.
Me - the one who knows her more than anybody else does..the one who knows her pain more than anything..
I hated to see her die..
But I would rather kill her with my own hands than have her tortured by THEM.
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I cant see..
I cant breathe..
I cant even feel the gentle grip of His hand around mine anymore.
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