Thursday, October 7
Oct. 7 Thurs.
"Tanong ko lang sa langit..
Kung bakit pumangit..
Ang dating masaya,
Ngayo’y panay problemang bumabalot sa buto..
Bakit ganito?" –Masaya
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The chattering crowd grew louder, threatening to engulf me in an ocean of incoherent sounds.
I tore my staring eyes from the pale cream ceiling, and turned to my side. The cold concrete floor bit at every inch of my skin.
To scream,
To stand,
To talk,
To implode,
To lash out..
Would be futile.
They wouldnt see me at all.
...
I was tired. But I was still made to live..
I closed my eyes. Gave up.
"I dont belong here.." I whispered, a multitude of emotions melted down into the simplest confession.
"I just..dont.." I murmured, as I curled up into a ball of nothingness.
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