Friday, September 10

Sept. 10 Fri.
"Thats nice..but for me..there might not be a...next weekend..a next Friday..i may not have a..NEXT TIME." –cursedchild

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Did you notice?

It’s the little things..

The teensiest things..

That hurt the most.

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A miniscule splinter..

A solitary papercut..

A single hair yanked out..

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A slight frown..

A wrong chord..

A small change of pitch..

A light touch..

A few hours..

A small word..

A few meters..

A few seconds..

A moment of hesitance..

A press of a button..

A slight laugh..

Even an innocent: "Pero sayo..okay lang, haha."

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Shallowcuts..

All shallowcuts..

Tiny, miniscule, stubborn, hardly noticeable, seemingly insignificant..

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My whole being..body, soul, mind, heart..

Is covered with shallowcuts.

Much like the infamous torture method of the Chinese:

The Thousand Cut Torture.

They slice a thousand tiny cuts all over your body..in different places..

So you go insane with confusion – not knowing where to focus your resistance on. It’s a slow, and agonizing process..but the victims never fail to spill their secrets..right before going mad with the overwhelming pain.

Of shallowcuts.

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Wanna torture someone?

Dont bother with fire, spears, swords or the like.

Do what Fate did – and is still doing to me.

Tie that someone to a wall, grab a small dagger, and take your time in slashing countless tiny cuts all over their body.

Why?

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Coz as I learned the hard way..

Shallowcuts hurt the MOST.

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