Thursday, September 9

Sept. 9 Thurs.
"Why bother waiting for someone who you know will never come..?" –me

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*Welcome To My Life*
by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but
I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like..

Welcome to my life

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Galing, ano?

Parang..buhay ko yung kinakanta.

Pero..

Kulang pa.

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And I hate it when people say sorry.

The type of sorry that says..i cant do anything to help you..

I hate it.

It makes me feel even more hopeless..

More helpless..

More worthless.

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If you cant save me, then kill me.

If you cant do either, then..

Leave me alone.

It aint really that hard..

Lotsa people have done that to me before.

If you aint sure, dont worry..it will come naturally.

Pretty soon..youll find yourself hating me, regretting to have even met me, disowning me, and flying away.

Trust me.

You will LOVE the feeling.

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