Sunday, July 25
Jul. 25 Sun.
“Well, for once...here’s something you don’t know! I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!� –an old friend of mine...*twitch*
I just remembered...
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He told me he was in love with me.
I was stunned at his courage.
He already knew very well he didn’t have hope.
But he didn’t care.
He loved me.
...
With tears in my eyes, I pulled him close.
I felt his body stiffen at my touch.
“I’m...I’m sorry...�
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I heard his heart break.
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I heard it break everytime he saw us together.
Us...happy and saved.
He would just lean against a wall and stare.
I tried my best to comfort him.
He would only smile.
But I could feel the pain he tried so hard to hide.
I couldn’t do anything for him...
It couldn’t be helped.
I tried to lessen his pain by being there for him...
But it only gave him false hopes.
Hurt him more.
He was always there for me,
Waiting...
I never came.
...
...
Now I know how he felt.