Friday, March 5
+ Basics + Are you emotional :: yes Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few :: yes. the reason, my immortal...i hate it when i cry. What about movies :: nope. coz that wud mean i was watching the movie wid my fam. id rather DIE than cry beside my dad. What emotion do you usually feel :: in a word...depression. go figure. + Sadness + What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: a lot. How many times have you done that :: about...4 times in my lifetime Where do you cry :: within the protective folds of my blood-splattered wings. Do you hate crying :: more than anyone else. Do you like it when others cry :: no. hell no. id rather take in their sadness than see them cry Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: hell yeah. for some reason, i do. weird, huh Who looks good when they cry :: *as somebody used to say* ME. but nobody will ever see. haha. How else do you express sadness :: with punching, slashing, stabbing, self-inflicted pain, and such. Are you sad all the time :: not when im with my reasons. that is, when they're not killing me. + Anger + What does it take to make you mad :: a lot. im good at handling anger. What do you do when you're angry :: i close my eyes, clench my fist, and speak in a very low tone How short is your temper :: its not. How long does it take you to calm down :: a second. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: i looked at someone from a distance and made her choke for 10 seconds with my mind. Do you freak out when others are angry :: yes. i can sense the anger rising in people Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you :: never. coz nobody's ever seen me angry What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad :: they were insulting my friend. nobody insults my friends. Do you anger people :: i dunno. i hope not. + Joy + How often are you happy :: seldom. and the bad thing is, i can't remember happy moments. i forget the happy ones. What makes you happy :: very simple things. What do you do when you're happy :: i laugh, i dance, i skip, i hug, i smile, i...stand still. How optimistic are you :: not very much. Do happy people make you mad :: no. they just make me sad. *im so happy for them that they're happy..* What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: kiss me. they'd die. Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone :: yes. then i figured nobody would care. Ever been so happy you cried :: yes. when my friend forgot about me and had a happier life without me in it. that was both the saddest and happiest moment in my life. Do you smile a lot :: yes. hehe. i smile to myself when i remember simple things...of so long ago... Kiss people a lot:: sorta. with my berks. the besobeso kind. Who really makes you happy :: lots of people. my reasons. Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: yes. + Fear + What do you do when you're scared :: i pray. What scares you :: the thought of my loved ones getting hurt or suffering...especially because of me. Do you like scaring people :: no. but they usually just get freaked out by me most of the time. Do you like the trill of being frightened :: not really. its not a thrill, its a dull pain in the chest. Does fear accompany anger in your case :: sometimes. im angry at myself for being afraid Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe :: yes. i had a dream fate was torturing my reasons, and i couldn't see what was happening. How often do you panic :: rarely. i always calm myself down and analyze the situation in a very scientific manner. What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER :: when i was about to jump, then learning that three others would jump after me. that scared the shit outta me What do you do to calm your nerves :: breathe. Do rollercoasters scare you :: no. + The strongest emotion + What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going :: tourniquet, my immortal, the reason, come what may, god must have spent a little more time on you...damn. Movie :: moulin rouge, kill bill, ms congeniality - hilarious! Commericial :: yakult. i laugh my head off. Person :: lots. Thing :: my utility knife, ally, the mirror Sight :: simple things. nature, the sunlight shining through the leaves of a tree, dust particles floating in the sunlight, my scars, my friends, my reasons Sound :: flowing water, murmurs, rain, the rustling of leaves, the voices of my friends Food :: peaches. reminds me of someone in my long forgotten past. Thing you're looking forward to/want :: friday afternoons at WB, chatting at YM, watching tv, the moments right before i go to sleep + What do you do + When the emotion suck :: i suck it up. When the emotion rocks :: i rock on! or maybe just...keep it to myself When there's no emotion :: i pop a mentos grape in my mouth and mutter to myself + Would you rather + Never feel again :: yes. my lone wish for myself Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: like i have a choice Be happy forever and never experience bad times :: no. id be scared if i was never sad....its become a part of me. Cause misery :: hell no! id rather torture myself and jump than hurt others! Feel misery :: yes...i don't know why...its become a part of me already. id feel empty if i didnt Be alone :: yes. if it would mean not hurting others, hell yeah. Be with everyone you know :: i dunno. + Who + Cheers you up more than anyone else :: well, my reasons, of course. the little things they do cheer me up more than anyone would ever imagine Angers you more than anyone else :: myself. get angry with myself all the time for being so stupid Scares you more than anyone else :: myself. i get freaked out by myself a lot. especially when 'the other' takes over. Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: my reasons. Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: everyone. i feel for them all. i care for them all. nuts.
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